argh. i think it's time to give up. i've been working on new layouts for this thing for over a week now, and i hate them all. there's nothing actually wrong with any of them, i just can't say that i really like any of them, either. i'm being difficult.
i keep thinking about my lack of proper updates lately. i mean, i have no excuse. if i can't get it together now, can you imagine what it will be like when i've got a baby to take care of? yikes. i need to rediscover the motivation to write that i once had.
... moreit seems like i had more to write about when there wasn't anything exciting going on in my life. i guess that in a way it makes sense. i had more time on my hands to think about all kinds of crap and therefore more desire to talk about it all, as well.
i went to see the midwife again last week. i think i only gained about 3 pounds in the past month. it's all getting ready to hit me, i do believe. i still don't understand the whole 40 weeks/9 months thing. however you want to figure it out, i have about 2 1/2 to 3 months left to go. we went to our first childbirth class last weekend. i'm still nervous, but i really do think that the classes are going help me chill out about the whole labor & delivery business. i have to start going back for checkups about every 2 1/2 weeks or so now. at my next appointment, i have to do that stupid glucose test again. please please please let me pass the 1 hour screen and not have to do the 3 hour one.
blah blah blah.
i really don't even know what i'm on about.